People asking me why I am doing it all over again…. I just dont understand why the hell are they asking me that question…. Is it hard enough for you all to know that whatever I do is just to support and give an helping hand…. Stop asking question that you have the answers to.
Like what someone said…. take in the good and stop thinking about the bad….
I m doin what I feels is the right thing… And this is the right thang….
imagine a fish swimming in the sea… CALM….
imagine a shark swimming in the sea… HAYWIRE…
but imagine a guy named Michael Phelps swimming in Water Cube at Beijing… what do u see next?
yes… golds and record breaking times…. yes times and not time….
5 golds… 5 NEW world records….
3 more to go.. one against his friend and team-mate, Ian Crocker… in the 100m Butterfly….
so cheer on….
this is officially true…
i am now officially becoming what i said on the topic line…. totally true…
my major project is still ongoing… waiting for my other half back from KL… then we can down to business….
i am getting back my foundation of my production house on the row…
insya Allah next yr i will go back to school…
pray for me…
i read thru the blog and wondered what the heck and why i was reading it…. it’s like every moment i am on the net it would be the 1st thing that i would do… which is kinda very routine to me….
i had a great tym last wed… at didicazli bday celebration…. thanks liza!!!
On the last page of Zikir-Zikir Cinta by Anan Khairol Anam…
“Jika kau yakin akan sentiasa memberikan kebahagiaan kepadamu, maka yakinlah bahawa lara itu hanya sebatas duri; hikmah yang akan menjadi sesuatu yang manis dalam risalah hidupmu. Meskipun kesunyian jiwamu, terus tabahkan jiwa dan raga untuk menyangganya sungguhpun seluruh raga remuk-redam terkoyak kerana kamu tidak kuasa menghadapi kenyataan. Kerana cinta ialah cahaya yang terselit di antara gelap terang kehidupanmu; maka carilah cinta sucimu yang agung dan tersenyumlah! Walau bagaimana sekalipun tasfiranmu tentang cinta, ia tetap ada dan bersemayam dalam hatimu.”
I just not sure what is the feeling i have now…. it’s sth that is so weird…. seriously i dun want it to repeat again…. but it seems lyk mine over him…. it’s just too weird to be true…
i have been wondering seen i read it in the newspaper on whether shld i be goin for the thing or not… it’s quite a hard decision knowing that you arent that small for them not to notice you….
but i m sure my firasat will say juz go for it fot the support and not for them to be questionin you… if they are well might as well let them figure out themselves than you regretting not watching it…
it’s pretty damn hard now… but wn the tym cums i know i made a decision and therez no turning back… but for now… let me have another thought abt it….
have you ever tried this b4? reading your blog while you are offline? seein what other ppl think about what you blog abt what you are saying in the blog…
at times you find what you are writing abt somewhat weird and at times creepy….
and then you end up deleting or even editting the post in the end..
but most of the times you find it kinda releasing your tension and stresses out… it have this calm feeling that you feel and it makes you so glad that you let it out..
if you never did it before… try it once…
u’ll understand what i am talking about then…
After the show at Arts House… I followed Azlinah to meet Didifiers a.k.a Didicazli Fanclub at Popeye’s Singapore Flyer…
Pandangan Pertama beb! Gila2 juga dorang… hahaha…
SO called okay laa… like not… gila laa korang ni..
floss gigi gosok gigi… hahaha…
reaksi Didicazli kalau nampak tulisan2… ntah laa eh? mungkin PSL kot…
“Pak Segan Laa…”
hahaha..
i realised that i lose myself a long time ago and after a while i began being someone else that i myself do not recognise…
but when i know that whatever i did then was wrong, i still carry on and i completely lost touch of me…
now, i found me back again and i wanted so bad to catch up with what i’ve missed…
i am more happy now doing things that i love. being around ppl that i love and everything is as calm and not that stress out as b4…
okay.. i’ve got 16mins more on my internet using as i left $0.48 in my prepaid account.. hahaha…
tomorrow is my 2nd year anni of my working life…. i cant believe time go by so quickly that it’s 2 yrs already…. wow! i told my fren abt it and she asked how did i cope with the environment… i said… just being able to do things i love after work… and on weekends… i have thoughts of resigning but i took it bad… looking at ppl nowadays finding it hard to find a stable job… i decided that i stayed on for another 2 years… save up money to pursue my dreams…
to sum up everything… i love the new me…. the confident me…
yes ppl… if u notice that this coming friday is friday the 13th… kinda if u r supersitious you’ll scared to go out on that day but for me.. i m meeting sth special on dat day.. it’s been a while we meet and i m so excited abt it… hopefully that person dun cancel it half way coz i m so into meeting that person…
it’s kinda hard leaving behind the things that you love but it’s better knowing that you have a free mind now… what can i say… i’m living a life that i wished i had then… it’s so much fun this way…
this saturday is the hope awards… i cant wait to see who will win…
and obviously i cant wait for my thingy to perform… huh did i use the right word? perform? whatever… all i know and pray that it went on as planned…
so if you wanna know what it’s all about.. be there or regret!!!
