the hardest decision is yet to come

I have no idea.. whether what I am doing now is right…

Have you ever wanted to forget about someone but they just keep on being there in your life??

It’s just hard and I am not even sure if I ever want to actual forget about this person…

Each tym i pray, I end up mendoakan dirinya.. It’s just something like a habit that I have been doing that…

It kind of scares me to death if one day I need to make an important decision like this.. to others this might be a stupid thing but to me it’s serious….

I dun want to make a decision that will end up in me feeling regret… I dont even know whether I am that strong to make this decision…

We had a great r/s.. that I must admit… but a r/s that is hard to keep but I’ll cherish it all my life… I seriously dun know whether I am ready for it…

It’s the hardest r/s that I ever going to make…

I seriously love you as someone who I look up to…

But sorry I need to say this to you one day and I hope you understands…

The word is…

GOODBYE…