the hardest decision is yet to come

I have no idea.. whether what I am doing now is right…

Have you ever wanted to forget about someone but they just keep on being there in your life??

It’s just hard and I am not even sure if I ever want to actual forget about this person…

Each tym i pray, I end up mendoakan dirinya.. It’s just something like a habit that I have been doing that…

It kind of scares me to death if one day I need to make an important decision like this.. to others this might be a stupid thing but to me it’s serious….

I dun want to make a decision that will end up in me feeling regret… I dont even know whether I am that strong to make this decision…

We had a great r/s.. that I must admit… but a r/s that is hard to keep but I’ll cherish it all my life… I seriously dun know whether I am ready for it…

It’s the hardest r/s that I ever going to make…

I seriously love you as someone who I look up to…

But sorry I need to say this to you one day and I hope you understands…

The word is…

GOODBYE…

Floetry – Protege

Protege was held at The Chamber, Arts House on 26th April 2008. Hahaha… Macam buletin semasa lak ni…. he3.. :p okay it was a full pack audience… once again after Definition last mth…

performances by the 65&hope artists was great… It was great that Freaky Z did something special for Rauzan on his 19th birthday yesterday…. It was actually planned by Rauzan’s gal… So sweet kan?

the 10 proteges performed starting from the nervous one up to a scene of fighting couple to a very gerek giler ones…

and it went down to 7 selected proteges… so congratulations to the 7 Proteges who are going to the next round….

with such a host by the named of Freaky Z… the crowd was hyped up as usual by his jokes.. especially the one on “public..transport” done with an elderly person voice… hahaha…. And a performance by Leo37 from Canada…  for those who missed it, therez another one end of the month of May.

Floetry will be held at every last Saturday of every month… If you support hiphop scene in Singapore, be sure to come and support them… You’ll even get to buy their album at a reasonable price…

I always believed… If we dont support our local hiphop acts, who will right?

Like what Freaky said… the hiphop scene in Singapore is like a foetus trying to grow into a full term baby… But each time it wants to grow, it died or get aborted… So we are the mummy of the foetus… it’s our choice to let it grow or abort it…

My choice is to grow it into a full term baby… give birth to it and watch it grow in years to come…

What’s your choice?

Choose smart and wisely…

And I know I have made a good choice…

 

For more info.. visit the following site

www.65hope.com

Peace out for now! ;p

Anugerah Planet Muzik 2008 Results

APM 2008 is being held at Kuala Lumpur Convention Centre yesterday…

Telecast live on Radio Ria 89.7FM

Here are the winners…

Artis Singapura Terbaik – Taufik Batisah

Album Singapura Terbaik – Cradle

Lagu Singapura Terbaik – Ayuh (Cradle)

Artis Singapura Paling Popular – Hady Mirza, Sleeq, Taufik Batisah

Lagu Singapura Paling Popular – Berserah (Taufik Batisah), Sayang Sayang (Aliff Aziz), Seribu Kenangan (Didicazli)

Artis Wanita Baru Terbaik – Farah Asyikin

Artis Lelaki Baru Terbaik – Faizal Tahir

Duo/Kumpulan Baru Terbaik – Meet Uncle Hussein

Artis Wanita Terbaik – Krisdayanti

Artis Lelaki Terbaik – Anuar Zain

Duo/Kumpulan Terbaik – Kumpulan Gigi

Album Terbaik – Kumpulan Gigi

Lagu Terbaik – Nakal (Kumpulan Gigi)

Artis Wanita Paling Popular – Dato’ Siti Nurhaliza

Artis Lelaki Paling Popular – Faizal Tahir

Duo/Kumpulan Paling Popular – Estranged

Lagu Paling Popular – Itu Kamu (Estranged)

Anugerah Cinta Planet Muzik – KRU

Anugerah Khas APM – Kumpulan Search

Zoo outing with Abang Im n Imtiaz and…..

Ahad

6hb April 2008

Assalamualaikum wr. wb.

Bismilaahir rahmaanir rahiim

Pada hari ini… pergi taman haiwan dengan Abang Im dan Imtiaz yang begitu manis pagi2 ini… Walaupun kena bangun dan bukan dipaksa.. sememangnya diri ini sudah pun “excited” sejak kwn ku SV ajak mengikutnya ke taman haiwan ini…

Dengan tangan yang penuh abang kesayangan ku hantar ke AMK Hub… lalu macam naik pesawat dia melambai ku pergi… HAHAHA =p

Jumpa SV kat Woodlands. Kami berdua dengan warna baju yang sama – PUTIH!!! Dengan harapan Abang Im pun pakai warna yang sama pada hari ini.. hahaha….

Jumpa kwn SV lalu dari Woodlands kami menuju ke Taman Haiwan… Sampainya di sana berjumpa dengan Aden n Husna… Izzati, Neng dan Fatin werent around… I MISS YOU GALZ!!!!

Then beredar di mana PR2 Abang Im berada… Kak Raudha & Kak Noris bersama ibubapa mereka… Kepada yang masih “blur”… Kakak2 ni adik beradik yang mempunyai syarikat bernama WorkHeart…

Kenapa lak macam tulis karangan ni?! Hahaha… Okiez laa..

Untuk memendekkan cerita… Abang Im datang dalam kul 9 lebih… agaknya laa… sebab terlalu gembira yang dia pakai baju putih… Firasat seorang adik kan? Hahaha… Perasan abiz…

Beg cenderahati betui2 penuh… Penuhnya… hahaha…

Kita bertemu anak2 yatim dari ……. Dan berjalan dengan mereka…

Dan diriku mula rapat dengan sorang ni… Ntah eh… Mungkin pasal aku yang paling bongsu dan “the only gal” dalam keluargaku… nak jugak ada adik…. dan juga kakak sebenarnya… (“,)

Dalam nak dekat kul 1 ptg.. setelah melihat persembahan gajah…. “THE REAL 4 ASIAN IDOL!” =p kita beredar ke tempat “picnic” dan apa lagi.. makan laa… hahaha…

Setelah itu… seperti biasa ambik gambar dengan semua… tapi sorie eh… menggunakan perpustakaan punya jadi tak leh upload…

Untuk IMtiaz dan Abang Im… terima kasih untuk apa yang telah anda2 lakukan tadi… nanti bila dia da dapat ku akan memberi reaksinya k? Untuk Izzati, Neng & Fatin, nak juga termasuk dalamnya anda2 tahu macam mana nak menghubungi ku…

Pada hari ini… diriku gembira sangat… Terima kasih semua… Oh maaf eh… “Princess Hours” tarts tu tak panas.. Kalau panas, lagi sedap tau… Sesiapa yang dapat bawa pulang tu, panaskan dulu k?

Akhir tanya, “Am I the 1st one to blog about this?” Hahaha… Kalau ya! YEah!!!! Perasan betui!

Akan datang yang pergi ke KL untuk APM atau Minggu Setiausaha tu, kirim salam kat artis2 yang berada di sana.. Sorie tak dapat dtg atas masalah2 keluarga (walaupun ambik cuti rehat dalam minggu yang Abang Im “perform” kat Minggu Setiausaha tu…)

Okay sampai di sini saja…

Wassalam

Nana

“M & S Productions” (akan datang….)